Hiding out

Date December 4, 2005

I’ve got to admit- I’ve been hiding out.
Firstly hiding from my blog. This week, as I’ve been so busy, so it’s been justified. But I have felt that I’m a little less open and a lot more self-censoring. Particularly over the last year or so.

I should have blogged this week on the things that are important to me, the things that have saddened me, the things that scare me.

  • how Robbie (and mum, and the gymps) are coping with his father’s death
  • the execution of Van Nguyen
  • most importantly, the passing of the new IR laws- changing the working landscape of Australia for ever.

    Which brings me to the general hiding stuff…. this week, I’ve been hiding from the news I don’t like. Long term, I feel like I’ve been hiding out from the world. I’ve spent a lot more time at home or online this year, it’s not healthy. If you could tell me why, I’d pay you $100 bucks for an hours consultation.
    I’ve even noticed I’ve not been connecting with my RL friends in my VL.
    Even to blog has lost its buzz. I’ve been humming and haring for a while about to continue to blog or not, to continue with my site or not.
    It’s the end of the year, I’m pensive, reflective and at the moment, not really happy with myself.
    Give me some time- if I’ve been disconnected from you, forgive me, there’s been a lot of stuff on my mind. I’ll get there- eventually

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