Plauged by doubts

January 18, 2008

Not having the greatest of days- I‘ve been back to my nutritionist and at the end of the month we are starting the optifast program. It’s pretty intense and I don’t know if I can do it- I’ve failed before at this, for the main reason I hate mandated exercise (I’ve only been to the gym three times in three weeks ) and I love food. I really don’t know why I’ve agreed to this.

I’ve had a few good days with photography, did a real family portrait session on the weekend, which has come up pretty well. I also did some for skating this week- not so good, but something to work on. However, I can’t help but notices, as I’m sure you have- how my 365 project shots have suffered in quality and quantity. I was hoping to pick up on them over the New Year, but they’ve been a little shoddy. I’m hoping a routine will help me feel better about it all.

I had my hair done yesterday-and I’m already regretting it, it looks pretty trashy.

Meanwhile my holidays are almost over- I’m off for a conference next week and I’m feeling particularly under prepared to go back to work- both emotionally and planning wise.

I’m trying not to let it get me down- I’ve got the Big Day out this weekend, and I’ve received some great news about something else- so I’m trying to ignore my doubts and make the most of it.

I even had a big bowl of yoghurt instead of ice cream

Posted in Life, Photography, Weight