April, already

April 2, 2008

……. or if I’m fixed, why do I feel so fucked up?

I can’t really believe it’s been a month since I posted. I know I made a vow not to whinge here, it’s boring and unseemly- but please allow me a tiny indulgence.

I can’t believe last month I was so positive and upbeat- ready to take on the world. Since then, I’ve been sick, snowed under with work, shaken up by more family drama and generally feeling blah. I’ve tried to be social, but neglected my skating, online life and photos.

I’ve thought about blogging and changing design- I have thought a lot about identity and design. I’ve thought a lot about who I am, how I appear and what I really meant to be. I’ve thought a lot about the choices I make and how I respond to situations.

My mind is a muddled place- but i cling to one thing, to maintain my resolve: Everyone makes their own choices- it’s my choice how I respond to that, and my responsibility is to make the right choices for me.

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